Resolution and Blog Check-Up

I am overdue for recaps. Clearly, I have become a bit bored writing them, hence the weekly delays. It’s not that I don’t love FNL and GG anymore. In fact, the last two episodes of Friday Night Lights have been outstanding.

The McCoy family has been fertile ground for all sorts of mind-blowing acting. I couldn’t have been more wrong about poor, little JD. And I think Coach knows a little something about being JD. I think maybe Coach’s dad wasn’t so different from Joe. Just a hunch. Also, Janine Turner is killing. Seriously, she is perfect. Between bad TV movies and eye drop commercials, I forgot what this chick was capable of, but Maggie O’Connell broke my heart a thousand times, so I shouldn’t be surprised.

I was very moved by her scene with Tami after Joe hit JD. She was just as surprised as we were (never mind that the previews show too much). She isn’t afraid of Joe and he doesn’t bully her. She speaks her mind; tells him to cool off, and as much as she might try to protect JD from his father’s intensity, we have never been given the impression that she was choosing Joe over JD’s safety in the typical TV-abuse arc. She really didn’t see where it was headed, which made the whole horrible mess that much more brutal. In good news, FNL has been renewed! Hopefully, the great writing will continue as some characters move on.

Gossip Girl hasn’t been so great lately, actually. There is something missing. It’s not as fun. Blair and Nate have no chemistry, which makes them boring to watch. Although, Chuck and Vanessa do, which helps. Rufus has discovered information three weeks in a row, by reading someone else’s mail, which is really pathetic. The writers seriously can’t think of any other way for him to find something out? I don’t have much else to say about GG right now. Maybe that’s why no recap?

Quick American Idol shout-out: Adam Lambert is the one to watch. His version of “Tracks of My Tears” was the best performance of the season and one of the best on Idol ever. I like him in queeny mode too, but this broken-down version of a song we have all heard a 1000 times really laid him bare and made him a lock for finals. Now that I have someone to watch on Idol, I can get interested. Of course, the fact that it is on at the same time as Lost is still a problem. (Speaking of Lost: Holy shit, Sayid!)*

And now a recap of my resolutions. I’m scared.

1) Write at least 3x a week.

I was doing really well with this one for about five weeks and then it dropped to 1-2 times a week. I can still crank it out and enjoy it if I actually. open. the. damn. file. and start writing. It’s getting from Facebook to there that keeps tripping me up.

I actually have a lot I’m mulling right now and I’m trying to figure out if I want to say it here. One of my favorite bloggers, that is also a mom, has been writing a lot about figuring out the woman inside the mother (she says it with much less cheese than that). This is on my mind too. Everything gets so mixed up in marriage and parenting and loving people, that it requires a surgical instrument to separate out what part of all of that is still, well, me, and frankly, sometimes I think I approach the project with a hatchet. Anyway.

2) Send one pitch a month to some sort of magazine about something.

Haven’t done this. Need $. Will try harder.

3) Do 20 squats and 20 lunges everyday.

I actually have started doing this! Well, sort of. I’ve added weights, and plank exercises that I’m sure I’m doing wrong, that could almost make me cry, but I’m doing them! I’ve been enjoying working out lately, so that’s a resolution I can be happy about.

4) With Mark Bittman’s new cookbook, Food Matters, serving as inspiration, and to be both frugal and healthy — I want to cook more vegetarian meals. This is counter to Adam’s resolution at birth to eat meat with every meal, so we will see how it goes. 4a) Cook more. 4b) Plan the week’s menu every Sunday and try to use what is in the freezer. 4c) Go an entire month without eating out or ordering in or buying any food other than groceries and Starbucks (I have to live!). I think April is the designated month.

Wow, that was a big one. I am cooking a lot, using what I have on hand and being a conscientious shopper, and I’ve tried to make more whole grain dishes — I’m all about the bulgar salads these days. (It’s like the oldest wheat ever.) I wouldn’t say though that we are eating more vegetarian, and it’s not even Adam’s fault. It seems I am quite carnivorous. I will keep trying — after this week’s Mexican pot roast, that is.

Alas, tomorrow is April 1st, which is when I am technically supposed to start my ‘only eating in’ experiment. I’m not sure I’m in the head-space to make this happen. Let’s take it day by day, shall we.

5) Learn HTML.

Still just strike-throughs

6) Do more crafty stuff and baking with the kids. Winter-behavior has already started, and I want them to live to see spring.

The girls did live to see spring and they do help me cook a bit. Seriously though, they do enough crafts at school to fill half a closet. Literally.

* I didn’t love Adam Lambert’s performance tonight as much as last week. Not sure who I loved tonight.