Blogger: Love Thyself

Finally. A new post. I haven’t blogged in a week and I should be writing my FNL recap, but I just need to write something.

Here’s the deal with me (for the three of you reading this that aren’t relatives): If something doesn’t happen exactly as I think it should, I consider it a great tragedy that can never be made right. I haven’t blogged since Saturday, therefore I should just shutter Back to Me and stop writing. But, here’s the thing, I am becoming more self-aware as I get older. Isn’t that exciting! And I realize that I have some good reasons that I haven’t written all week. Also, I went to my blog and looked at the little list over there on the right, expecting to see the amount of blogging done per week getting smaller and smaller, which it is, but I also discovered that I blogged three times last week! That’s on par with my resolution goal. And the week that I only had one entry, was the week I did my Top 10 list which was like writing 5 blogs. So, I’m ok. It’s ok. This week was a blip. A pitfall. My blog will go on! Rejoice with me! Or just hang tight for my list of excuses reasons for missing a whole week of blogging.

• Everyone in my house has been sick and coughing. Mimi missed a day of school, so I missed my Starbucks Writing Time® and then I got sick and I just couldn’t muster the energy.

• All of those Notes on Facebook take a lot of time.*

• Watching funny videos from Ellen. A good belly laugh should never be missed.

• Figuring out Lost. This could be a full-time job.

• Discovering strange play lists in my iTunes. I searched ‘Lady’ in my library and ended up with this list:
Lady by Regina Spektor
Just Dance by Lady GaGa
Lady Marmalade by Christina Aguilera
The Old Laughing Lady by Neil Young
Luck Be A Lady by Frank Sinatra
The Lady Is A Tramp by Frank Sinatra

• Coming to grips with Tatiana Del Toro making the final 36 on Idol killed a couple days.

• Violet’s new school schedule hasn’t opened up the writing opportunities I thought it would. It’s hard to get settled once I drop her off and it’s not as much time as I thought it would be. Also, it’s made my life busier, which isn’t conducive to the quiet time the inspiration for this blog requires.

• Oh, the inspiration it requires. Seriously, I do find that I’m at a bit of a loss about what to write. I have a list of product reviews I want to do, but they don’t really get my creative juices flowing. I wouldn’t mind the blog being strictly TV recaps, but that requires more time than I have. I clearly love to blog about myself, but, well, the world doesn’t need anymore of that. In the course of writing these last six weeks, all sort of issues have crossed my mind, like the work/mom balance for one. It’s been written about far more elegantly than I could ever do it, but perhaps I need to take on some longer term writing goals about these sorts of issues and throw them up here once they are done. It’s something. And something is the goal.

What do you think?

Coming soon in blogging: The same stuff that was coming soon last Saturday.

* One of those notes, Scattergories, lead to a very funny back and forth in the comments section with my siblings. It was in real time and it felt like we were sitting around the living room. Sweet, comfortable, crude, silly, out of bounds, old times. It was good.